OUT WITH IT!

After a break sorting out the emails that have come in, I'm finally ready to start posting your confessions. One observation though. Where are the guys? It seems the ladies outnumber confessions 5 to 1! Well it seems the women have a lot more to get off their chests!

Here is one (quite long) from Jamilah in Sekudai. Not sure if it is in Indonesia or Malaysia. Anyway read on.

J: I live along a street with a sundry store at the end of it. It is in the suburbs so it is a rather quiet street. Only in the mornings and evenings will there be lots of people passing by either to go to work or when returning home. I have three children - all schooling. My husband works in another state and sometimes comes home after two to three days each time. I am a senior bank teller in a local bank but now only work mornings so that I can be home around the same time as my kids.

Back to the shop. It is owned by this man Karim who runs it with his brother Kassim. They are both rather pleasant and well-behaved men. Both of them were around their early 40s and not married as far as I know. We always exchange greetings and sometimes joke around.

So one morning, I made my usual stop at the store and got a few cans on milk and some bread. As I was paying, I saw an adult magazine hastily tucked under some accounts book. I curiously asked what it was and Kassim who was attending to me blushingly handed it to me. Being brought up in a very conservative family with strict religious parents, I had never actually seen such a magazine in all of my 30 years. To be honest, I've never even seen another cock other than my husband's.

I mustered all my courage and asked it I could look through it. He shyly agreed and handed it over to me. As I flipped the pages, I felt a strange feeling between my legs and my heart started pounding. I returned home to masturbate. I had not done so since I got married. But more importantly, I was hooked. I now secretly visit the store to borrow adult magazines from Kassim on a regular basis.

Nobody but Kassim knows about this. I'm sure I will be the scorn of everyone if they found out but it is just so hard to resist. Sometimes when Kassim and I talk about it, I get so horny and now I'm finding myself wanting to have sex with him. I've not done anything yet.

MS: Thanks for sharing this Jamilah. To me it was a little bit of an anti-climax but I suppose considering your conservative upbringing, this would be scandalous where you come from. I guess it must be nice to have a store around the corner that meets your every need! Let me know if you decide to take it any further with Kassim.

Missus Singapore out!